Friday, September 28, 2012

Yet He loves us still

Been going through lots of changes in life lately. Many frustrations coming from all corners. So far work is good and bad. Team is awesome, one of the best. But boss wise... I've never been so offended by someone before. EVER. I think I've been very gracious to let the past few ridiculous ones go, but to hammer me with more ridiculous and illogical things is just not ok. Haha those of you who know me well knows that I am not one to back down. Sometimes I try to hide it, but I really don't like to be around stupid people. HA!

To be very honest, I am quite angry and if people were in my shoes I think they would be too. It's not a nice feeling to have someone coming after you over and over again because of their senselessness and illogical "reasons".  However, I'd be a bigger fool to argue with a fool.

But instead of being too too angry, the picture of Christ standing quietly in front of a group of people who hates him when being questioned by Pilate came into my mind. As frustrating as that moment was, it was still very refreshing to see that picture in my mind. It was so refreshing and uplifting that I was able to say to myself that I've sinned bigger sin against God but He loves me still.

As much as I do not want to be around this particular person and leave, it's crazy how much God is training me... all just because He loves me still.